ugh so sleepy why do i think doing things is a good idea when i’m sleepy none of the things i do are ever good ideas goodnight ;(
i don’t even ask him to buy me lighters he just occasionally shows me a selection of them and tells me to take some.
my dad keeps buying me lighters and i don’t know why. i don’t even smoke.
see, in spanish the word for “genre” and the word for “gender” is the same: “género”. if you live in mexico and someone asks you what gender you are, you can be whatever i’m comfortable with. i’m a boy, or a girl. i’m a crime noir with a bit of spicy romance. i’m post-punk electronic music. i have trascended human perceptions of gender and am now a being of pure art
i enjoyed hugging you today :3
Kerry gives the best hugs. Aaah.
my friend is back from his two and a half months of travelling around Asia and Oliver seems very pleased to see him.
easy ways to prevent yourself from killing yourself
- book tattoo appointments
- read a bunch of articles on video games coming out in the future you would love to play
- make important plans with people that don’t happen for months
- never ever stop listening to ok computer
- rearrange your room in small ways every day until you feel an unusual sense of settled in
- take a couple eggs and throw them out in the street
- go around your neighborhood on big trash day and smash every single tv
- convince yourself you lost something very important that you must find (even if there isn’t anything worth being found)
- drink until you have the confidence to call out the people who hurt you in ways they could never see or understand
- lay on your floor and stare at the ceiling and start talking until it talks back
- don’t reread old love letters because things are different now and nostalgia is just optimistic grief
- drive out to the tallest hill closest to you and let out a bloodcurdling scream, it doesn’t matter what anyone who happens to hear it thinks, you’re letting out every single time you wanted to scream but instead swallowed your pain
- lay in bed for the rest of your life because the sad truth is its the only sure thing you can rely on to welcome you each night and kiss you goodbye each morning
- distract yourself with art, even if its just a bullet point list of reasons you should keep breathing
i want flatsound stickers but i already have everything else in the bundle and i can’t afford to buy it all again just for stickers. ;(
i’m ill i don’t want to be ill i want someone to stroke my hair and kiss my face.
i’m not sure if that’s an unflattering top or if i’m just really unattractive (probably both)
awkward mirror photo, i turned my cat empire top into a vest because the shape was so uncomfortable and it’s still a bad shape but at least i can wear it now, even though it’s ridiculously unflattering
brb dealing with doctor who feels
i have that same owl cushion except mine has a patterned tummy and plain face/wings. :3